I have an itch I can’t seem to get rid of

You know those times when a really private part of your body itches and you’re in public, so you can’t do it because people have eyes and will stare and judge even though they go through the same thing so you need a private space like your home and since you’re out you can’t scratch it so you run to an empty stop and try to reach and relieve yourself but you’re so desperate and so afraid people will see so the moment is over before you could ever feel a bit of satisfaction from it, so you are back to point zero. You’re itching. And once at home the itch is gone, forgotten and pushed back to the back of your head. Like everything else you crave but push back because you’re afraid.